my daughter

my lovely daughter.. a daughter of me and kelvin.. the second guy that i love so much in my life.. and give me so much pain and fear before break up.. although he was suck but he was a caring person..he left me nothing but this daughter .. its remind me of when he kiss our daughter and he hug her like he hug me .. thus i tried to abandon her.. but couldn't.. when i saw her its remind me of u .. but now better d .. thus i decided to keep her instead of dump her or keep her inside my cupboard..i notice that i shouldn't run away from my problems.. i should face it ... that will make myself happier too..

GEENA

my lovely poem.. it was created by yipin... so romantic... i love it very much...

" Great pleasure god gave to meet u,

Eventhough just a short period with u,

Empty heart of mine had filled with love from u,

Nobody can break the relationship between me and u,

As my heart and soul had been conquered by u. "

although i already broke up with u long time ago.. but i still kept ur letter and picture...

第二印象深克的男人

第九月四日沒有你的日子 （晴〕

勇。。偶然的初次相遇造成我宗身的悲痛。。愛一個人原來可以原量他的所作所為。。our story is like fairy tale story … basically he is a nice guy but guy ma sure got some evil thoughts… cannot satisfied of what they have… and never cherish it … I really stupid that forgive him of what he had done to me … am I blind or stupid??? Is it love can make a people blind… till now I though I can forget about this bastard but I was wrong… I will never forget him ... I was stil hoping to see him… but it will make me worst…it’s really hard for me to start a new life without hunting by the past … but lately the picture and the gift that he gave me remind me back the pain… I hate him but yet I stil love him… is it? I don’t know … really complicated… I was really disappointed after I heard that he was still loving his ex ex gf… then he was lied to me when I found out this secret… then is it everything is just a lied… am I just a game or puppet to u ?? sad~~ I ran away from everything about him… but I knew that it won’t help … so I choose to face it … I suffer for so long but u started another relationship less than a month after we broke up … I was just a puppet to u … a puppet that love u deeply… but I thankful that we broke up because I was more happy without u …

Friendship forever

this are 5A student.. they are all of my best friends... We are really close in form 4.. we go to travel together alot.. really sweet memory we have at those old days.. but after reached form 5 , all the things had change .. i can feel that there is a storm inside the classroom... not as happy as last year .. last year our class is the most noisy in the whole block... i was one of the noise maker haha~~ many people had change ... good friends become enemy... no more laughter ... may be one of the reasons is due to stress ... SPM ma.. long time afterwards.. all the things had change... today is hooi wen's sister wedding day.. thus we took this opportunity to gathering ... after that dinner we went to star garden.. the karaok.. that day we were really really high... i drank some beer too cause im really happy that night ... most of the people drunk already... one things that really touching is that the enemy ( hoay bin and bee thing ) hug each other... i was really shocked... may be we were adult already .. and what is pass is already passed so put down all the burden like the profeesor said " put the glass down " then u will felt more happier .. i totally agree... unforgettable night in my life.. i will never foget that .... friendship forever till the end of the life ... cheers...