Superman please help me!!

Lately alot of thing happens.. having problems at work.. family problems... health problems..and now have to moved again.. because of the housemate wanna to move, they concern about the fengsui problem.. and the main reason is away from one of the housemate.. one of my housemate (karen) which is a very nice person.. the best housemate i could never find.. another one.... ... ... she is quite kepoh and like to perli people.. and worst is spread out the thing that i told her.. so she is like a astro... she is work in the same company as me.. so this is very bad.. im very stress at work and need to have someone to talk to.. but unfortunally i got an astra housemate.. so i only can tell karen when she is not around.. or i lock myself inside the room and cry... superman please kick away the problem.. i haven found a plave to move.. and even i already found 1.. there is no garranty that my housemate is a nice and can easy get along with.. for the things that happen at work.. i only can stay quiet and do my own work.. and hopefully everything going well .......

Superman please help me!!

Lie

lie.. not very long time ago i had lied to my friends.. and things become worst now..

i falled in love with somebody beyond my control.. he is my dear colleague and also like my brother.. something happen and bring us together.. omg.. well i lied because we are from the same company and also same department.. they surely ll said something bad about this, and since our relationship is just started so i suggest him not to tell anyone and act like normal..

one of them like me as well.. so this situation remind me of old days when the good friends become enemy because of me.. i scare this ll happen again so these support me to keep on lying..

but the things that i do not wish to happen.. happened...

the changes between me and him changed.. last time he always bully me but now he change me nicely.. people around us notice.. they ask several times.. but i insist not to admit.. but i know they ll figure it out some day.. my bf ask me not to hide it anymore cause its very difficult to hide it all the time.. and i agree.. v hint them sometimes.. but im not brave enough to admit as i know when i admit sure ll have alot of changes.. they keep forcing him to admit then, he did not have the courage to admit as well... seeing him struggling finally i give up.. i admit our relationship..

since the day that i admit.. that guy starting to do strange stuff.. first never talk with us and away from us.. saying this is his own way of therapy.. ok we accept tat.. he's very moody ever since that day.. one day i met him at msn.. and tell him not to do that .. i know this is his hard time.. but please.. u keep ignoring us, its hard to back to good friends again..

then the next day i seeing that he started to talk to me again.. and im happy thought this day is over.. but i was wrong someone had said something to make thing worst.. the so call FG guy..

now watever they said there is double meaning in it.. and they try to build their own gang by tried to do the same thing to my colleague.. luckily my friends dint trick by them.. he know that they are really childish.. he can see that we ignore to the bad things that they say to us but they keep going on to challedging our patient.. i really cannot tahan when they bully my bf..

what are they tring to do.. hoping me and him break off??

what ll they get.. i think and think wat did i do? why they turn like this..

friends......i thought they suppose to support and respect us.. this relatioship thing is between me and my bf problems.. we do not need to report to anyone.. are they very happy when they do like that?? perli very day.. saying mean stuff... trying to make us angry and scold them in front of the friend? then let other people think that we are the bad guys??

but this wont effect the relationship between me and him..